Unfortunately I am still tubed.
 
I had my bone marrow Biopsy last week - and the initial results are fine - no sign of the leukaemia returning - which is as expected, but still nice to hear.
 
They want to do closer examination of the sample and check my "degree of chimerism"....   In non-med-speak that means they look at the DNA in a selection of the white cells to see if it is all from my donor - or whether any of them still have my original DNA.
 
If there is a mix it would be bad news - it would mean there are still some of my old marrow stem cells functioning - meaning there's still potential for them to go wrong and bring back the leukaemia.  It seems there is only one technician who can do those tests, she's recently back from wedding leave, with a backlog - so it will be 2-3 weeks at least before we get those results...    Again - I will practice waiting.
 
As a side note - in medicine a Chimera is "a person composed of two genetically distinct types of cells".  In Greek mythology it's "a  fire-breathing she-monster with a lion's head and a goat's body and a serpent's tail". Sounds a lot more interesting, but getting blood transfusions would be a bitch.
 
And the Hickman line?  It seems they agreed to remove it because I've been bugging the doctor about it.  But talking to the nurses (who are the ones at the front lines) it turns out they would all be much happier if I kept it in. 
 
For transplantees with unrelated donors the line usually stays in usually in for at least a year post transplant.  I could have it removed and then re-inserted  if needed at some later point - but that would be my 3rd one - and each scar on the vein weakens the the wall a bit more. They could put one in on the left side but that is harder due to the different arrangement of veins and arteries etc.
 
Also my neutrophil counts were lower again yesterday.   The levels fluctuate Normal range is 4 - 6ish and they dont like to cut you open at all if you're below 2..  Mine were at 2 and rising when the doctor agreed I could have the tube out, but the last two counts were 1.5 and 1.3.  They want to delay definitely till I'm back and stable over 2, and "discuss it again then"'. They want me to just let it go until they're ready to take it out on their own schedule, and I know that's the sensible thing to do.
 
It's a bit of a downer, though Kira is more upset than I am - we'd been looking forward to going swimming again  But it's also a reminder that just because things have been going really smoothly so far I dont have any assurance that they will continue to do so - and I do still need to be careful.
 
"first thing you learn is that you always gotta wait"